crooked cross

tattoo design so please dont use it...needs more blood if u ask me....might add some

I could feel it, see it
the spirit as it was leaving my body
no, it would not stay for a while
it turned and laughed then crawled away
so far away-i could not see that far
all those things i held so sacred
they fail me
they betray me
these pins these needles
they never leave me
this crooked cross is bleeding deeply
let the wine fill my veins
bring the wind to change my mind
wash away this dirty soul
this dirty soul of mine
the curtain it slowly closes
the players how they quickly
change around you
not a trace, no familiar face
only the soundtrack and the bruises we keep to ourselves
i reach out and i wait forever
i speak out my thoughts die high
my cross is crooked
my spirit is denied
-hed (pe)